Stomach

Everything seems to end up there, in the stomach. The butterflies when love is around, the neurosity when you are going to do something in front of people, the pain when you are stressed and not thinking of what you're doing. And this is my situation now. I've been on the computer playing "spider harp" at all times when I should have done other much more important and good things. So here I am with a stress stomach trying to recover and again I just have to unload the games on my computer. Once an addict, always an addict.

Nutcracker at Christmas time

Christmas is soon here, everybody is planning. But it is not enjoyable to make plans for everybody. Some people doesn't have anyone to plan with or to celebrate with. Who knows that it is Jesus birthday we're celebrating? It is so much just a matter of making the right food, making the table in a fashionable way, buying the best Christmas-present, ever...I have met a lady in the streets of Stockholm. She was sitting outside systembolaget a sunny summers day. She was in a terrible state, but she gave me a wonderful smile and said: could you give me some coins? On my way into systembolaget I had mixed feelings. But I gave her some coins and said "God bless you" and felt like a real hyopcrite! But then she gave me an even brighter smile and said "God bless you"! I couldn't get the smile out of my face... Now, once in while I see her, and just yesterday I saw her in telefonplan. She looked rested. I'm to shy to talk to her, but I will again some day, hopefully before Christmas...